In the midst of chaos, I’m missioned to find at least one positive thing lost in a world of what seems to me, “Gone mad”.
The little angels who were beckoned last Friday in Connecticut are an example of the chaos I speak of.
My heart aches for the families.
Has life always been this crazy or am I just now waking up? If in truth it is the latter, then I will say I was in a rather deep somber my entire life.
Being a sensitive human being, I have the curse (or blessing) of wearing anothers shoes. I’ve felt others pain, perhaps it’s knowing my own pain therefore we share common ground.
Overstimulation has stifled as such, but learning to block out the noise and wear my own shoes for a while is a lesson of comforting oneself. I’ve hidden out in my safe haven for a long time but it’s time to come out.
I’m going to be the change.
The flow of creative energy is approaching her cycle once again.
In 5 weeks, I will be 5 years in healing. I could say I’ve been waking up for approximately 1785 days. In this time I have blossomed and I have failed immensely but have picked myself up and continue to start over and thinking to myself I’m recreating a new wheel of life. Everything is in circles… cycles… blah blah blah. I guess that’s good as it repeats itself and never ends. If everything were in a straight line, then there would be
a beginning and an end.
I miss my brother very much, it’s hard to believe it’s been 1795 days since we were together.
He was a funny guy, I miss him every single day.
This is a new cycle and with perseverance, it’s going to be a meaningful one.
So letting the good escape from my worn hands, my soft heart and wide open mind, I share with you pieces of thoughts, feelings, experiences through my craft, things that are inspired by love, kindness and life.
December 1st we had a trunk show at Grace Jr. in downtown Chico. It was beautiful meeting the wonderful women who wear Creek jewelry.
You are the reason why I do what I do and I love knowing that we are from the same cloth.
I smile for you.
Thank you for following me, your feedback and telling me I need to blog more.
I will try!